Author: Marni

  • My Body Didn’t Betray Me, It Initiated Me

    My Body Didn’t Betray Me, It Initiated Me

    I didn’t realize it right away — until my body demanded attention I felt I couldn’t ignore. Last year was a year of challenge and transition unlike anything I have experienced before. I deepened feelings in my relationship — one that quite literally and figuratively punched me in the gut. Emergency gallbladder surgery. Months of…

  • You Can’t Just Stick a Toe In

    You Can’t Just Stick a Toe In

    I hadn’t planned to go at that time, and it wasn’t the peaceful, quiet moment I thought I needed. But Spirit nudged me to stay—and I’m so glad I listened. What unfolded at Fires Creek that afternoon was a reminder of how healing happens when you’re willing to show up fully, even when it’s inconvenient…

  • F*ck the noise, Trust yourself

    F*ck the noise, Trust yourself

    What if the life you crave—the peace, the passion, the power—isn’t waiting for the perfect moment, the right relationship, the next job, or someone else’s approval? What if it’s waiting for you… to trust yourself? I didn’t always. There was a time when I looked to others for answers. I second-guessed myself constantly. I said…

  • Want to Judge Me? Let’s Talk About What You’re Really Seeing

    Want to Judge Me? Let’s Talk About What You’re Really Seeing

    I’m not bothered by judgment (most of the time). It’s a truth I’ve come to embrace after a long journey of self-discovery. In fact, I find it humorous when people decide who I am based on my hot pink hair, nose piercings, and tattoos. It’s their thing, not mine. As Don Miguel Ruiz says in The…

  • Trust, Transformation & the Flow of Healing

    Trust, Transformation & the Flow of Healing

    The journey began with a simple ask. Lately, I had been feeling the weight of everything—doing, feeling, healing. I knew I needed restoration, but instead of pushing through, I asked Archangel Uriel for guidance. The answer came quickly. I was drawn to my Nature’s Whispers deck (photo above). As I shuffled, one card slipped from the deck—deliberate, certain. Its…

  • Healing Trauma with Energy: A Personal Journey

    Healing Trauma with Energy: A Personal Journey

    Healing from trauma is a deeply personal journey, and for many, it can feel like an insurmountable challenge. But what if the healing process didn’t have to be done alone? What if, through the wisdom of energy and our chakra system, we could tap into a profound source of support to navigate our healing? As…

  • Chakras: personal pain-relief super heroes

    Ever felt like life was just one big pain in the… everything? Trust me, I’ve been there. I used to lead a life that was so out of tune, I didn’t even realize how much pain I was carrying around. It wasn’t until I stumbled upon something called Chakras that I started to feel human…

  • Happy isn’t always Sunny

    So many reasons for me to be happy and grateful. I am happy and grateful. Yet today is a struggle day. It comes out of nowhere. I feel really sad. My nickname is Sunny. I smile ALOT. I see the good even in the shit storm, but please don’t confuse it with me being fake…

  • How to Make YOUR Home a More Zen Space in 2021

    So many of us are doing a majority of our work from home these days. Even if you’re working outside the home, who wouldn’t want a more peaceful place to live, eat and enjoy? Want more Zen at home? I live in my sanctuary. It’s my indoor Zen space. It’s my foundation and my heart.…

  • I’m not hiding anymore

    I celebrate everything from poop to mistakes to accomplishments. And I share my celebrations publicly to encourage, lift up and normalize out in the world. I realized one of the celebrations I haven’t really shared is the anniversary of my recovery. Why haven’t I shared my recovery? In my mind, I’ve been sharing about my…